pink dreams

2006-11-10T09:55:00.000+08:00

i'm getting immuned to the number of girls that surround you.but at least, i am glad to know that i am trying to forget about u, and by next year, 25 june 2007, i will do so. one year from the day we knew each other, we will be too busy with our own lives to be concerned with each other's.

you might leave for somewhere else, i don't know.
but at least i still have your memories.

who needs guys when there are girls?
not that i am les, but right??i'm still young, i don't understand why i have to frustrate myself with all these trivial matter.

wadeva, we gonna hit the clubs tonight...zouk!!here i come..i am soo totally excited about what awaits me.. and who knows?some new guys will come into my life. i should really widen my male social circle.. haha...
the guys that i talk to in my life is countable!!!less than 10!!!urgh...haha..

2006-11-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry luge buddy...
haha..
friends:D

2006-11-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

halooo people..i am back...drew some time to blog now..haha...

school's such a bother..i feel soooo stressed going to school alone...:( and this's causing me to eat all the unhealthy stuff to make myself feel happier...urghh..i hate it!!!:( anyway, two days after ice skating fun, i realised that my leg is filled with more than 4 bruises!!! though it's bearable pain, it looks sooo ugly on my leg...especially why my leg is sooo scarred??:(
gotta wait for a few days i guess..haha...nvm...i will bear the pain..

just look at the ugly scars and bruises??haha..well, that shows i am sporty??haha..or just...careless?!!haha..

anyway, back to project...there's sooo many things to complete..but..i don't know where to start...this is not a good sign man...with all the date dues piling and drawing near, i have not choice but to slog hard...and my only consolation??that the next holidays will be near after all the projects and exams..and maybe...we can go out??but i doubt..haha..that day won't come and i don't expect it anyway..i just feel sooo embarrassed talking about it, that when friends ask, i don't know what to say...but luke...thanks, you enlightened me..that's life..haha..so i guess it's just part and parcel..just gonna "shuang kuai de" let it go when i was the one who started it.

friday's drawing near...and....we are going to club??like for the first time??haha...i hope i enjoy myself..i hope it's gonna be a day i won't forget..haha..i am rather excited leh...like 6 months after my birthday, then i am going to step into a club??haha..stupid huh??haha...but who cares...it's never my hobby to club..just wanna see how everythig goes..and maybe, who knows??some better guy will come along and hook my girls and me up..then we don't even need to worry about no one wanting us lah..haha..*snap* okok, i was daydreaming again!!haha...

gotta type in yahoo.com in my search and start my project:( haha

2006-11-05T12:09:00.000+08:00

haloooo everyone!!!

bruises all over our legs...the happy girls went to ice skate this time!!yeah!!!haha....it's 5th nov 2006, its a sunny morning and more importantly...IT'S CAMILLE'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!haha...
soo...let's see...what have we been doing yesterday??planned a surpise..haha..and made her a model for her birthday..haha...and it was really nice..hehe..i was the planner and joan was the designer..haha...then...we popped up at her house without her knowing to put the model, then we blindfolded her and lied that we were going to The Cathy to watch a movie..haha..it was really funny...sooo..jia hui brought us there..and ta dah!!!when we removed the blinfold(it was a pathetic blue towel..haha), she was suprised..haha

wanna seee??:D anyway, i saw my sis's boyfrien..or ex boyfrien??i don't know..haha...and know what??all of them were teasing that i am the falling agent and the magnet to OLD MEN!!!urgh...i don't like la...cause this rather old skater...(fyi, he has a daughter around my age!!!) kept looking at me when i was skating and i told joan, then she was like..ya..i know..i can see that...
but wadeva, i didnt wanna let him affect me lah..

wanna see ??:D

2006-11-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

the budding baker

the glamourous business woman
the not-so-glamourous woman
do i really have to choose between the two??what a hard choice...hmmm..ok..i'll choose....
him!!!haha...my fat lil buddy..cute??
we have cool blue lips:D
our dresses
sze min took this without me knowing!!urgh...
soo..i took this...haha
my favourite chef..kim sam soon replica

i'll be your doll..but..a fat one??

2006-10-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

sorry for noot blogging....trying to clear up the cobwebs..haha...

anyway,in a summary, things that happened the past week:

1)went out with mille..haha..as usual..walked around and played some games..haha...rather fun actually
2)school's stressing me out with all the projects...HELLO?!!its only the first week...but all the projects are already in and it's all due in the first week of december??
3)new members in our project group..min's no longer in our class, pea's no longer in our group...aww...but never mind, we can still meet up after school or something...if she's free that is...oh ya, the new members are tanya, angel and melissa.melissa was from another class, but i still remember the funny incident when art and i saw her and her bf in the cinema, like just sitting right in front of us..haha..

oh ya, something awful happened between my mum and me..don talk about it...if you know it, you know. if you don't, you don't..haha..
anyway, thanks ah lim...you were suddenly really nice and compromising to listen to my repeated jokes that night..haha...(long story and i doubt he reads my blog anymore..haha..)

mille's birthday coming and SHE FOUND OUT WHAT WE WERE GONNA DO!!!THAT EAVESDROP QUEEN!!!haha...nah, just joking...so i guess it's on??haha...

gotta run now.:D SEE YA

2006-10-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

PEAK A BOO EVERYONE!!haha...i'm back...

was making some cookies thing today with mille, joan and nicole...sort of a big project we are completing..haha..and completed...hmmm...it was a good day for me...but..i'm not really sure for mille...
i'm really sorry that he's not that nice after all..well, don't worry..there's soooo much more guys who will appreciate what you do for them...and...please don't envy me??cause i'm sort of in the same position as you..but...well, i guess mine's better cause it's been appreciated..but yup..you know what i mean...haha...no worries..you still have me girl!!!haha..the world's not all about guys..it's our time to have fun , relax and let everything be!!haha...yeah!!!

anyway, talking about today, everything went rather well,haha...and we did the cookies thingy..haha...but i guess it could have been better if the kitchen was not used by my grandma for cooking..haha..cause it's a lil squeezy..haha..and my gramps said it's delicious!!haha...budding baker??or...maybe they were just being encouraging??haha...but since they said it's nice...I'M GOING TO CREATE MORE RECIPES!!!HAHA.....all my guinea pigs...please be ready for the next dish soon..haha...:D

went to pass it to him, but he ain't in..so..haha..i passed to his colleague instead..wahaha...but it felt weird..and she sounded a little fierce..haha..but i guess it was okay..haha...and the mille, joan n nic kept saying that i'm a chicken lah!!haha..said i have no guts..haha..but i proved them wrong loh!!haha...or...i didn't freak out cause i didn't pass it directly..or i think i'll be out of breath again..haha....anyway, the thing was....done..

haha..it was appreciated and i am glad!!:D haha...it was gone..haha...in less than half a day..haha...too delicious??hehe..or...mainly cause it was shared with his colleagues..haha..but well..nice things should always should be shared...then it will taste nicer!!!haha..agree??

okok, gonna bed now..have piano lesson tomorrow..haha.nights people:D

2006-10-24T19:59:00.000+08:00

halooooo my friends!!!i just finished having dinner..haha..you can never guess what happened?!!
today i played the role of the maid, mary-anne.(a name that mille and joan gave me)...i cooked porridge for my whole family!!!haha..i mean...my mum, my gramps and me:D
i fed dusty, helped my mum massage her back cause she's sick in bed..haha..oops.,..shouldn't be laughing!!it was a simple meal..with salted eggs, some chicken with sauce, presevered items..okok, i know that wasn't really a scrumptous meal, but at least i tried??haha..so give me some credit lah..haha..

anyway, i've cooking class tomorrow...gonna see bernice wilson's face for the whole day..not that i am not excited..but...i heard from joan it's really boring just listening to her talk...:(

anyway, i had a pleasant surprise...haha...when mille and i were at the control station waiting for joan, i texted...and yup, we saw joan and i told her..hey!your tummy looks smaller today...then i took a step front and said..good, the pores have become smaller too...(long story..we're trying to make joan a beautiful woman..haha)...
then...suddenly...........BOOM!!!
"really ar??"
OH MY GOD....boy i was really shocked...stunned, surprised..okok...any word to describe stunned..thinking about it now, i think my jaw dropped literally...god..i was sooo embarrassed...
and guess who said that phrase??
my knight...okok, i was exaggerating..but..i think it was like in the fairy tales where the girl's heart will skip a few beats?
i could literally feel myself floating in the air...gawd..i feel retarded blogging about it now..haha..i think it was probably the joke of my lifetime..haha...
but anyway, i was glad..haha...a pleasant surprise.thank you:D
and know what??the most stupid thing that happened was...i was like saying..yup, we're going that way and know what??i actually followed walking with him towards another direction blindly...i felt sooo stupid..i guess i was not thinking properly.haha...

back to normal...anyway, i hope it'll be a fun class tomorrow!!!and i'm gonna meet all my classmates again...soooo excited about it:D...haha

2006-10-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

saturday night fever!!!let's rock and rolll!!!!!!!!
the drama-puffed girls!!
our favourite childhood game...CATCHING!!
that's what we call art..haha
bring me back to the 1970s...boy, i wasn't even borned!!
appreciating the drawings..haha..like real..
the live statues in singapore art museum
what can i say??history was never my favourite subject
we look soo entertained
but...oh boy,joan looks bored footsteps in my life
the happy artistic girls.
the all time classics
that was totally candid!!!!haha
trolley fun!!
our art
having fun outside the art museum

crowned miss indias by joan, the camera lady

oh god!!!the flowers are draping over us

the mascots for kickapoo

at seng siong??the cheap store..haha

2006-10-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

i've never been more irritated than today in myself..disappointed, irritated, frustrated, pissed...every word to describe being irritated,i have it...urgh..

everything was fine...mille and i met up to develop pictures...then, the computers were working...well, we were still okay...but suddenly, people kept getting pissed cause we were taking a lil long...but...to think about it, we queued for our turn..it's only fair we see our pictures wad rite??and besides, we have much more folders to develop than others...ain't it unfair to just say we are taking our own sweet time???well, we still decided not to be irritated...met joan at bugis..they wanted to get some stuff..both of them left with a new bag 'xept me..haha...:D...achievement right??i'm trying to spend as little as possible..just gonna get things i really need...like a diary..haha..:D

when we were on our way back, a drunk middle-aged man just kept staring at me...and i told joan and mille, and we were like looking back at him..but the more we looked at him fiercely and coldy, the more daring he got and just kept staring..and smiling evily!!!urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i felt sooo darn uncomfortable, i deicded we should move away..but joan misinterpreted it and we alighted..haha...and the worst thing of all, when i talked about it, it was soo ignorantly replied...thanks...well, at least, i found out that everyone else is more concerned about me than ....wadeva....well, at least i found out early...not that early..but at least i know u don't even care...i shan't do anything more to explain cause i don't think it's necessary...i'm just gonna be ignorant too...at least it saves the hurt and the blah blah blah....it's better not to say out...
maybe like what shin kwan said, i am born more a lesbian??he said i look lesbian...thanks ar...but wadeva the case, i am prefer a man...haha..not that i mind a girl..haha...

2006-10-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

gwad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i finally finished suffering the 18 levels of the hell realm!!!haha...was really toooooo tired at work to even come online...even the sleep early, wake up early me is up only at 4 in the afternoon today!!!haha..well, that's something that don't usually happen everyday right?haha...

so...to summarise everything that happened the past week..
1) went to travel with mille and joan at lil india, chinatown (i knoe..it's again..haha) and singapore art museum...really cool!!..haha
2) went to do some packer job at suntec for 3gsm conference...and i learnt my lesson1!!!haha....and peeps!!!pls appreciate every goodie bag you all receive??it contains the blood and sweat (literally) of those packers!!haha...we took 12 hours to pack 1120 goodie bags...RECORD ain't it?
3) went to work at suntec again..for the same event..but this time, we had to wear formal for a week!!!what a bother..haa...was soo frustrated about what to wear..haha...and we stood for like 9, 12, 11, 10 hours respectively everyday!!!!urgh....pain...and in heels!!!
4) i woke up at 4 today!!!haha...in the afternoon of course..tooooo tired lah...haha..and gonna develop pictures wiht mille and joan tomorrow...hmm..show ya the pictures instead...:D

2006-10-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

sorry peeps...haven't been blogging for really long...let me see...soo many things happened..like...travelling around singapore with mille and joan, not to mention all the funny things that happened...like running all over trying to find the singapore art museum when it was just right in front of us...haha...and doing threading, henna art blah blah..and not to forget....CAM WHORE!!!!!!!!!!haha...it was reallly fun...rained a lil when we reached chinatown, so we sang k box...and something really funny happened..between us and.....haha...shall keep all of you in suspense..

anyway, worked from saturday..and till friday...haha..been standing for 9, 12, 11, 10 hours respectively since saturday...gawd...boy are we really tired!!!!!urgh...but anyway, we got to make new friends and this conference really made me realise the vast difference in the characters of people...you see...(and i continue with my old grandmother story)...we were serving mostly high ranking personnel in the telecommunication industry..blah blah..so we had to register for them if they had problems and i encountered many who were really appreciative who made me feel really delighted...but on the other hand, there was one director who actually blamed me??like hello!!!!he thought i was his part time foc secretary and expects me to know his preference blah blah....gawd...wake up ur idea ceo!!!haha...but i was soo damn pissed lah...and there was another who really turned me off....he was like standing sooooooooooooooooooo bloody close to me his hand was like next to my butt and the topics he was conversing with me had a little sexual content??!!!...darn shit...but anyway, i moved again...haha...now they say my butt's dou fu chou already...haha...but wadeva, it's over anyway..

then today, i was really pissed??disappointed?irritated??gawd...how i wish i can scold you...well, i guess i shouldn't have expected anything at all anyway...they said i was stupid to be suffering in that heels waiting for the long-awaited day??but it busted...so ya..don't ask...

well well, don't feel like saying no more...see the pictures!!!

2006-10-12T11:15:00.000+08:00

haloooo everyone...oops, sorry...haven't been here for soo long..let me see??maybe a week??
i'm better now..thanks for all of your concern!!!thank you:D

i took chance of this time being sick to diet leh..hehe...even the yun tun mian auntie said i slimmed down...haha...hmm, but she said i slimmed down before i was sick....urgh..i feel like a little prisoner in my home...for the few days, my bed, dusty, my lappy, my music, my piano, my tv was my only source of entertainment..hehe...i felt like a sick bird...seriously, this was the ugliest period of my life..but i guess there's going to be a silver lining behind the dark clouds soon??:D

i'm soo looking forward to soo many things, but because i was sick, i couldnt become a tourist with mille and joan, i couldnt go for amore, i couldnt be out k-boxing with pea, couldnt have done soo many things!!!urgh...but at least i spent time with dusty..haha...

anyway, mille, jia you!!!i know you can leh..hehe..she's soo sweet..haha...she made a powerpoint for her special..but not to mention that idea was from me..hehe...but it's a really good idea...haha...besides, she's always saying that she has never done anything sweet for a guy before..so...this is your chance!!!haha...but...there's something i must warn you...that....when you do this, you should never expect for any returns ok?...cause..if you do, and you don't get what you want, you will be more depressed..soo yup...:D..good luck..haha...

oh yea, that reminds, that day i let go off a balloon and wished...but...i guess it didn't work?haha...never mind lah, just let nature take its course..haha...besides, like what i also tell everyone...the sea's big!!!:D yeah??who says we need guys rite??haha..okok, maybe we do...but i'm still alive without a guy mah..so ya...learn from me..haha...be happy:DDDDD

anyway, mille and i were just discussing that we haven't been sick for rather long and....boom!!!i became sick!?!!urgh.....mille!!!shh...that's cursed..so don't talk about being sick anymore ok??i've suffered long enough..haha...

okok, more about happy things...i'm going to be a tourist this saturday after work..!!!yeah!!!with mille and joan..hehe...i am sooo looking forward to it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!
and pea, thanks for sending me that audio message!!!!I'm touched!!!i really am!!!!oh ya, not to forget, pea and jin will also be working with us!!!yeah!!

2006-10-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

i hate this me...like what mille said...everything he does, i feel soo affected...but yet, i am not supposed to say a thing??i'm supposed to forget about him as a special....i'm trying to..i really am...but...no matter how hard i try, when i receive an sms, i hope that it's him..but yet, i am not supposed to harbour any hopes at all...i am supposed to forget about everything...but...why must it be my job?why??is it because everything started because i started it...i feel that my responsibility is soo great, yet, i can't share it with anyone...
there's soo many things i want to say,to do..but yet i have restrictions..i am supposed to pretend everything's fine, everything's normal, everything's like before before anything happened...
how i wish i could turn back time??then maybe we shouldn't have talked to each other so much, then maybe i wouldn't have harboured any feelings for him..
i just hope to sleep and not wake up??or maybe...wake up 14th of september and everything that happened was just a bad dream...or maybe i should have control my emotions..i know i will be strong, that's everyone's expectations of me..and i know i should not let them down.

i'm glad i feel pain, cause it reminds me that i am alive and that i have so much things to do..like..go out with my family and friends, feed dusty, shop, hmm...piano lessons...hmm, i can't think of anymore..but...yup, i have many things to do, rather than bother myself with a lil thing...

2006-10-08T18:28:00.000+08:00

temperature's on the rise, nose's drooling like no one's business, slept the day through yet still sleepy, headache, blah blah...urgh...am i going to welcome the new week this way??i feel sooooo sleepy, tired, dizzy and not so fine....wadeva, still gonna blog..haha...dusty came looking for me when i slept...aww..so sweet...hmm, or it's just that he wanted some goodies again??well, i prefer to think in the positive light..hehe...

anyway, mille and i went to watch world trade centre yesterday at ps...gawd, how lucky i am to be alive..haha...seriously, i think everything i am going through is soooo mild compared to those who went through the september 11, 2001 sucide bombing into the world trade centre..hehe, and both camille and i were rather tempted to message special some stuff, and after thinking sooo much......yeah..i did...call me weak or whatever,but i am just want everyone to know that they played a special and important role in my life..haha...people like...my family, dusty, mille, joan, jin, val, bea, min, nic, pea, leonard( thanks for always being there), meng (thanks for listening to my naggings), hmm...alot more...sorry if i forgot to pen down any here.but...it's really hard for me to think right now..i think i am hallucinating..my mind's all wired up wrongly..
gonna go back to bed again..nights

i insited on taking though mille didn't want..haha...

so...who's the vain one now??haha

alright..but i admit, i am the more photoholic one

i swear there was no one in the toilet at that time!!!

the big butt

the predict the next cartoon coming out is...OPEN SEASON!!:D aw...i am good with foresight..hehe

2006-10-07T11:44:00.000+08:00

peeps...just came home from piano lessons..tired, but still doing great....i practically bumped around at home for the whole of yesterday, other than piano lessons...played catch with dusty..and obvious, the prize was his favourite raisin..haha...and he will always come looking for me for more...imma meet up with camille later for lunchie, dinner and...more photos??i have no idea what to do later, but i guess we are always able to fill up our time..haha...

flowers, my love...oh ya, i found that dusty loves flower petals too!!haha.. shin kwan told me that dusty was eating my sunflower in one of the pictures, and i argued he was just smelling it..haha..so..i tested, plucked a petal, and tried feeding it to him..haha....i think it smells like honey to him, haha, cause everything i put it near his mouth then take it away, he sticks out his tongue like he's gonna drool..hehe...aww..how cute...

2006-10-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

Went for dinner with girlfriends at ding tai fung...bought a super duper big sunflower for beatrice.and a smaller one for valerie...a sunflower exchange program?that's what we call that??cause i bought one for jin and she bought one for me too..haha...isn't it funny??but who cares..

i guess i am adapting well, to days where i will just wake up without receiving any sms-es...hmm..good or bad?well, i never knew it was that hard but i guess the knocks mille and joan gave me on my head really knocked some sense into me.gawd...i feel soo irritated with myself.i guess i am just too emotional??stupid me, joan saw my ugliest sight.,...i hate that feeling...though mille always say that this kinda things make you stronger the next time, i don't feel it that way?
i feel soo busy, yet so empty...but i guess thats the best way to let things settle in this way, and one day when i wake up, i will realise, maybe things are better this way...

living better than ever??it seems soo positive, but i just feel like i was slumped into the deep blue sea..i can't breathe the fresh air, because i am too suffocated with everything....putting on the smiles when i see the public, yet tears roll like nobody's business when i am surrounded by the four walls in my room...darn,am i living well??a stupid fool i was..just live life like it is.

The unglam birthday girl

dusty exclaimed,"sunflowers...my love"

posing with the crab nugget
the happy four

jin!!!please put your hand down.!!!

2006-10-05T10:28:00.000+08:00

k boxed on tuesday night, girls sleepover at jin's house, then a tourist at chinatown and lil india on wednesday...

i don't know why, but it was a really impromptu decision to stay over at jin's house...i guess...i was in my moody days again?not angry or anything, but more to disappointing and down?the past week has been a chore, sleep wasn't good, piano not as fantastic, friends was the best, oh ya, not forgetting dusty and my family..their mood was not bad... thought that this week will be a better one, but i guess i still gotta drag through it myself for 7 days...gawd...how i yearn to just go to sleep and never wake up...or i always hoped to be dusty...he is always sheltered from harm, protected with love blah blah...

anyway, think about the positive side...everything's going to be better the next week..i guess...the best way to forget your troubles....belly dancing, aerobics, kickboxing, pilates, hip hope and what have you..cause when i am having these workouts, i never ever think about anything else...it's always the nights that i dread, when everything seems soo peaceful and u can spare some time to think about everything...but..that isn't what i want..i don't want to think a thing and i am really tired...physically, mentally tired...drained of my beauty sleep blah blah...

okk, stop the preaching..haha, chinatown was fun, but not really a lot of things to look at??it was more of the colonial buildings that they have there and the lil shophouses where u can eat at..oh ya, i think the best was replica of the olden days where people will sit by the roadside and eat their noodles etc...i think that's really olden?haha..
okok, when we went to lil india, it was more of henna, sarees...blah blah...hmm...oh ya, not forgetting the flower garlands people drape over their necks..haha.but we didn't get one of it though..haha...
oh yea, we went to thread our faces...and jin was like...screaming and yelling??haha...damn funny...i could control the pain i guess..haha...oh ya, we did henna too...yeah!!:D
'nuff of talking, show the pictures..

henna beauties
pretty??
in the process
the act cute showing off her art
supporting the lantern
the lil indian princess wannabe?
the blurred retards
too busy with the ice cream
happy girls with their cones
the hat-gal
let me rest for a while??
my favourite bookmark, but i didn't buy it though..
wow..what an array

the shophouses

2006-10-02T20:11:00.000+08:00

questions running through my mind like a wild cheetah...hmm..i am soo confused about everythin...but okay, i have decided not to worry sooo much...gawd...my lack of sleep is giving me a bad complexion:(

mille...even if the whole world turns against you, you still have me!!!haha...

pictures says a thousand words.soo...here it goes...
oh ya, for everyone's information, i made my salad myself!!!haha...

the one and only collector's edition

the healthy breakfast

seeing doubles??
happy girls with their snack!!

hips don't lie...we meant that
aww...what slim legs we have....if only...haha

the retards at work

bimbo joan

the backpacker

2006-10-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! i'm here to greet all with you with my usual hellloooo...haha...anyway, a bright sunday morning....cool weather, went for my aerobics lesson just now...ouch...now my body is aching..haha..i really did work out ya know?!!hehe..

da zui ba is just staring at me when i am blogging..haha...feeling stressed..haha..oh ya, wanna see the smooches the dusty and da zui ba had??hehe...actually...haha..i forced dusty to do that...he was a lil unwilling at first.haha..

oh ya, i feel that my room is neater now..haha...had my lil spring cleaning and tidying up..haha...that's only phase one..haha...so it's not completed yet..hehe... oh ya, mille and i had sooo much fun taking pictures again..haha...and the joke of the day....joan's face changed when she saw a girl's sagging boobs??!!!eww....seriously, it was really a turn off..she was trying to give everyone a free show??but...she was about one-and-a-half times of us.....oops...shan't be soo bad...i'm collecting merits now...okok

gonna sleep..really tired...couldn't sleep last night..nights people..

let me be princes??okay, just for one minute ok??haha
the fairy who got caught acting cute...haha
i received flowers from......spotlight?>!!??
Girls...just wanna have fun
when we had nothing betta to doo...

i tried to decorate dusty with friends..hehe
aww...aren't they sweet???

i got sooo bored i started talking to the straw and mille captured that idiot shot!!!

2006-10-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

i guess all of you must be wondering why the forever-in-bed-by-ten clarice is still up at 12 plus??time check...it's 12.25 according to my computer....

i have no idea...hmm....i guess....there are just some times when you can't put yourself to sleep.. and it happen to be one of those days...in fact, i haven't been sleeping well the past week...am i having insonmia???or what they call sleepless nights?

i have decided....maybe...just let things be as it is...maybe things will turn out differently.not to be stressed or concerned about things that are happening around me?to be oblivious to everything?maybe things will be fine...besides, there are always things in life that you have to just let it be, and even let it go.

to be frank, i feel soo frustrated with myself...mille hasn't been feeling all great this week too...though she don't really talk about her problems, but i know what she is going through also..it's like....deja-vu for the both of us?whatever the case, the thing is sometimes i really ponder...am i that bad as a girl i don't even make the cut?? saturdays...the days that singles like us dread most...when we have to spend it together (it is bad enough to be spending with girls on all saturdays), to make it worse, we get surrounded by the numerous couples along the long linear road we take...urgh....maybe...we haven't met the right one??okok, it's not about that..but....seriously, i need all of your comments...am i that unqualified???

i guess nothing is perfect, i have almost everything i need in life...my family, friends..blahblah...though it aint that perfect, but its much better compared to others' plight...but....whenever it comes to love....i hate to talk about it...

i don't expect him to be doing anything...but...pls understand i am a girl??treat me like one??even if you feel gender's nothing, at least accommodate sometimes??i feel soo tired that i haveto do everything, to be concerned yet act like i do not care at times, to understand though i feel being in a awkward position, to get to know u better without having much time to even communicate..it's so tough...do i really have to do all this??mille told me, maybe we are treated this way because we like the person more than he likes us. i feel soo uncomfortable, yet i have to pretend that everything's fine and worse still, everything that happens, i gotta "dai xiao er guo"..

the bubbly me that you always see might not be real...everyone thinks i have perfect life, no doubt i am happy with everything i have...but when troubles come, i have to pretend that everything is okay...and it's soo hard...i have to constantly remind myself about putting on the happy and cheerful front so that others are not affected by my mood.

i often tell myself, there's a silver lining behind every grey cloud...but..where's my silver lining??i have been searching it soo much i lose myself in the process..i don't know which is the real me..which is the real clarice??is it the ever bubbly one that everyone sees? the emotional one that puts on a front? which is me?gawd...whatever, i will just let things be.

2006-09-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

rummaging through the stack of books in my room,she found a dusty book in between, she picked it up, dust off the dirt and started fliiping through the pages....pages of memories, those that can never be relived ever again....

oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!i just read through my diary when i wrote it in secondary 2!!!!can you believe it????????the teenage who was 14??short, fat,a childish brat in secondary school who used to go goo-goo-ga-ga over the guys she knew, she grew....to a lil taller,slimmer girl who became loyal to her heart.she kept her heart for no one else but herself.

Selfish, yet selfless, she learnt the lessons of life....that friends are soo much more important than the lil boys that flirt around and fool with her heart....that friends weren't just friends, they were her soul-mates, her advisor, people she could really rely on, and people whom she can trust and be at ease with..gossips, lunches, dinners, movies all still remain, but she realise that friendship was also about being depth knowledge of each other, accepting them for who they are etc.

also, she learnt that relationships were not things to be rushed.no matter how much one wants it, it must be mutual...that was not all, relationships are like a bond, one between two who are madly and deeply in love, who are able to share with each other their thoughts and feelings truthfully without any inhibitions. it will be trust, understanding and faithfulness that keeps everything going, not forgetting the feelings of course...but...feelings aren't everything, cause they fade...and like me in the past, if you want a relationship just because u have feelings for one,its never gonna work out..it takes more than feelings.commitment and others mentioned play a really big role.. so...maybe...relationships are not my priority, but i leave that "x" in my heart for him...maybe one day things will work out, maybe not?but...as long as you try, things won't become too awful.

anyway, i took pictures of dusty and da zui ba together...they look rather happy and "loving" together??hehe..i forced dusty to kiss da zui ba...hehe...but i think they are quite compatible..the two roundies..hehe

2006-09-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

i entertained myself when i wasn't singing
joan proposed to me at k box...using..a tidbit?!!
she's forever snacking on the tidbit...hehe..
the price i had to pay...

i had sooo much fun yesterday...:D with my mum, mille, joanie..haha...though not many of us, but i guess it was the company that made everything sooo fun and enjoyable...hehe....went to the isetan private sale, bought....quite a lot of stuff??haha...and i know mille and joan are saying that i am a spendthrift...but..i haven't been spending a lot on shopping at all...serious!!!

then, we went to k box...sang our hearts out..and as usualy, we did our aerobics in th room??haha....everyone who walked past our room thought we were opening our own concert...it was really fun...and i know a new song..."feng" by jay chou...it's really nice..haha..i think the mtv is soooooooooooooooo touching and tragic....

and know what??all of us have a new pet friend each..i mean a soft toy..mine is a lamb, called da zui ba, cause his mouth is really big..hehe...then, joan's called jiang jiang...cause she's ever acting cute..on ya, hers is a donkey...eee---ooor..haha...then mille's a pink pig..haha....that girl is becoming a geek in the pink..hehe..hers is called little pinko.haha...

then, joan had to go off to visit her uncle in the hospital..but luckily, he is getting better..hope he gets well...so,mille and i went to ps to had our dinner....desert?!!1haha....we weren't really hungry, so we had dersert..i love my waffle with ice cream.hehe...

we went daiso, walked around, bought the aromatherapy, then went home...daiso's really fun1!!there's sooo many things toooo buy..haha..but we were quite broke after the whole day of spending..hehe..and i forgot to bring my cam, so we couldn't take pictures!!:(

oh ya, talking about last night, we talked quite a bit, but not really a lot??and...ah lim sprained his thumb..hehe..that pig thumb..haha...but seriously, when it's swollen, it's quite cute..haha...oops...sorry lim...haha...but...hope it does not get serious...

just finished seasame street, then watching princess hours now..haha...slacking athome..hehe...then gonna take part in the cooking of noodles later!!!haha...yeah!!my favourite "xia mian"..hehe...hey!!! i know what you all are thinking, i can cook okay?!! kiat even said my cooking is not bad...though not soo good..haha...

oh ya, guess all of you are curious who is special for those who don't know...but..i guess it's better not to reveal, i mean...i have to respect other's privacy...and... actually i am just treated like a sister.period..nothing more.yup, don't think i have anymore to say.so..i guess just let things be...forcing it won't be any better anyway.

2006-09-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

oh my god...i miss you soooo much suddenly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!can i shout it out loud??

i realise something...that...there are really some things that i can't have control over...like...i feel that everything in my life has been smooth sailing...that includes, my studies(though not that perfect..haha), my wonderful family, my lil dusty( not that small anymore though), my beloved friends, my piano lessons...blah blah...everything is soo perfect, other than...my love life...

i've not had any proper relationships with any guys..as in..a long relationship where i can rely on my guy( that doesn't mean being over dependent on him)....i guess that's why god is fair, to bless me with such a beautiful life, but not giving me everything that i want. i have not grievance about that, i guess...that's life?it's all about how you cope with the different hurdles to get to your destination...but mum always preach, don feel upset...if you know you tried your best....
you will never get everthing the way you want it.it's just how you handle it.

but yup, i know that there're better girls for him than me, so i never expect that he'll like me or anything...i mean...i am just another girl that didn't not give enough meaning to his life, maybe i m not the suitable one?
whatever the case, some things are just meant to be kept this way i guess...soooo don't be sad!!!!haha..:D

anyway, i went out with my mum, auntie doreen, my cousin sheryl, mille and her mummy...haha...the typical kind of all girls outing where we shop for the best deals??this time...it was the ISETAN PRIVATE SALE...yeah!!!thought of what i was going to buy....but i am not really sure if it is necessary...so still thinking it through....

as shopping enthusiasts, mille and i will be going down to shaw house tomorrow at 10 plus to get our stuff..hehe...i just can't wait....sooo excited about everything!!!!!!!!!!!oh yeah, gonna get our pay tomorrow too....not much...but...better than nothing??:D

okok, gotta go now...see ya peeps.

2006-09-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!! i guess most of you got the wrong idea...don't have misconceptions that i still have feelings for my ex boyfriend??haaha...when i heard it, i was really amused...nah, i am over him...no worries, besides, i won't cry over spilt milk, although i cried like a river when we broke up..haha...

he's just memories in my life..haha...well, i must admit, he was a rather good boyfriend, sent me home everytime we went out, regardless how late....haha...but one thing, he don't really pass as an ex boyfriend...

anyway, the thing is...i don't love him or any other guys in the pictures..haha...as in...love...ya know right??they're just friends i can get along with...other than my xiao guang tou and dusty...

maybe you all are right....maybe i should stop deceiving myself and continuing waiting like some idiot??but.....it ain't that easy as you think..haha....the point is...i still can't give up...but my patience is running out..that's something i know...that don't really matter though, cause love is never a one-sided affair that is pre-determined by one...so....wait???

back to more positive stuff...gonna go shopping with darlings at the isetan private sale!!!yeah!!!maybe...more stuff to be added to my wardrobe collection??haha...oops....did i just mention that my kind and generous mummy will be paying???most of it?

hehe...anyway, i can hear her talking to dusty....even from my room....but the door's not closed...that's why..but it's rather amusing at times...haha...

talk soon...see ya peeps

2006-09-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

back from work!!! yeah!!!finally a week is over..haha...but....there's still another week....:( gawd....i still gotta suffer for another week...should i just stop??i am sooo tired...haha....anyway, galfriends, i know you are asking why there are sooo few people i love...

but...you gotta understand...firstly, i don't have everyone's pictures...and...sometimes, permission is needed...soo...i guess....i should just leave it as it is...but...not to forget..i love my family:D...and...all my galfriends...and...hmm..yup....you don't have to know.it's private.if you know it, you know it..haha...so don't ask.

anyway, i thought about everything...and working with people who are older than me does knock some sense into my head.WAKE UP!!!WAKE UP!!!it's all one-sided...so just leave..that's what peeps say??i guess soo...but i just need some time aye?besides, my mum always told me i will meet someone better when i am older.what's the point of hanging on when you know there's nothing coming out of it?and you have already took the first step...don't be such a bitch to continue being soo initiative.at the end of the day, you lose your integrity..

ok, enough of nonsense...i was just nagging a bit again...tomorrow will be a better day...much better than today?i hope....

2006-09-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

PRESENTING TO YOU.....

ALL THE PEOPLE I LOVE!!!:D

p.s *in no particular order ok??*

MUMMY- THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MUM EVER

SI MIN- THE QUIET BUS TAKER

PEA- MY OTHER DUMMY HALF

JIN - THE CONCERNED NAGGY

XIAO GUANG TOU

NICOLE - MY AUNT AGONY
JASON - THE SCHOOL SKIPPER
DELVIN - THE ACCOUNTING NOTES LOANSHARK
VAL - THE OTHER BIG-EYED TWIN
BEATRICE - THE BARBIE DOLL
JOANIE - THE CRAPPER
MILLE - THE AUNT AGONY
GRACE- THE MAN-HUNTER
JAMIE- THE TALL FREAK
YVONNE- THE FUNNY DUSTY- THE BOYFRIEND
JOEL- THE FIRST WHO COULD EVER CARRY ME (ps. there's nothing on.we were just tooo bored in class)
ARTHUR- THE EX-BOYFRIEND
SHERYL- THE RETARDO COUSIN

2006-09-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

work work work....it's been really tired....went for the job which i wasn't even briefed on the job scope...turned out realllllllllly bad!!!:( but i guess it's gonna be over after two weeks?don't ask what i am doing....cause i really dislike the job scope...besides, if you are close enough, i would have told you..but don't worry, it ain't anything dirty.

ok..but i guess the people there are nice??at least i made a few new friends..not that bad i guess...haha..ok, some good stuff about it...there is no lunch break...as in, we do take our breaks, but we do not have to deduct any amount for that...then, we get to be driven around..haha..but of course,we do not make use of him??and he's nice...we will feel bad too...

anyway, i bought these two realllllllllly cute soft toys..hmmm....thought about what to do with it, but i guess it's still not the time...also, i went to thread my face...for the very first time..haha...with my new friend, or should i say colleague, wella??haha...she's really funny and inspirational...anyway, it really hurt!!!!!to the core.....haha...but i guess i got through it..haha...

gotta suffer another SIX more days and everything will be over...at least i learnt a lesson from this...to know about the job scope before working..haha...remember this people...it's really importatnt ok?!!!or you "win" the big prize, just like me...and it's non-refundable..i can't even back out from it...cause it's rather bad..haha..

well well, i miss alll my dear galfriends!!!mille, joan, jin, pea...blah blah blah...and everyone...darn....i rather it was school days??minus the projects and homework of course..hehe...:D....and i miss you...haha..oops...i didn't say it..did i??

okok, i gotta go sleep...at 7pm?!!haha..but..i'm relaly tired lah..haha..see ya!!

that fateful chomps night

2006-09-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

Happened to look through all the pictures we took and i came across all this really cutsie ones...haha...

Sort of the most unglam pictures we had..haha...

Chocolate drunk??is there such a thing??what an unglam pose..haha

The ah lian with the fork in her mouth

Getting drunk even before MOCKtail was served??

But...i realised i was no better...what a retard pose?

2006-09-20T16:52:00.000+08:00

JUST BEING RANDOM HERE..

i miss pea!!

at four seasons
i got bored waiting for jin

THE CHOMPS FUN NIGHT

having fun with food at chomps

starry starry night

DARLINGS!!pls don't try to stop me!!!i want the chocolate sauce!!haha

a man made chocolate mole?!!try spotting it

2006-09-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

the day out with jin:D

me?? a budding photographer??

sunflowers and carebears that will complete my life

my new obsession:D

*vroom...vroom....*

i asked joan..."i wonder how i look from the back"

my new twistie brother...ain't he cute??haha...just like me??haha..okok..just kidding...

2006-09-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

met up with joan today...had to meet our in charge for sone job stuff this coming thurday...that is...if we get the job..
sat was fun i guess, cause joan and mile came over to stay at my house.. but there was a reason this time round...we had work the next day..haha...at 6.30 am!!! then we went out of the house at 6 and i felt sooo ugly with my nerdy specs and jeans...ugy combi...cause i don't think i ever wore like that before??but i guess the funniest was joan...when we met her at junction 8 on saturday night, we couldnt even recognise her and we just burst out into laughters and to be frank,my toes couldn't stop tickling!!!haha...oops...sorry darling...but you really looked nerdy??with that blur lok on your face some more..

made a few friends..and one of them seemed to be rather interested in camille??he kept teasing her...the promphet??!!so wrong...and it was the first time someone said she looked like a fish..haha...that was another funny thing...theen....that gal, being clever, gave boey my number..she's alway trying to pull strings..haha..

work was rather fun i guess...especially when i made my new lil friend at ulu pandan community centre..haha..he was sooo cute..and i was trying to play with him...and after he got enthusiastic, he was addicted...as the saying always goes, when a child gets addicted, he never stops...and i had to entertain him as he kept running to look for me..haha...but he's really cute..i love kids..my favourtie:D

went back, took a good shower and slumped into bed..haha...was about to snoar(i don't actually..haha)...when...RRRRINNGGGGGG...RRIINNNGGGG..haha..actually, my ringtone didn't sound quite like that..haha...but anyway, the point was...boey called??yup, the guy who called mille a promphet..he was the interference!!!gawd...but anyway, he called and talked to me for a while?i know when joan and mille know about it, they will definitely say something's not right...but there's nothing between us...okay?!!haha

today...joan and i went to meet jocelyn and her bf, melvin in town.went to eat, then we crapped quite a lot..and decided we should de-stress at the arcade...yeah!!!i was the best!!!haha...achieved my ranks playing world combat...:D they are funnny...and melvin was damn funny when we played mario.long story...

hmm, will be a long and hard week for me i guess??gotta settle some things...anyway, i guess i have thought about it like what he said..there's someone who needs him more than i do. and...i guess she loves him more than i do...so....___________________________(leave in the blanks).yup...it's also the best solution in such a complicated problem..but there's something i really can't stand...but well, i guess there are some things we just can't control.it's ok.everything will turn out fine...thats what i always tell myself.

presenting to you...two great artists at work!!:D

2006-09-12T10:44:00.000+08:00

the artist at work??into action with val's bday game plan:D

did i just mention that condoms was one of the 18 must-haves for val??

let's put up the clues!!

let the game begin...through an sms?!!

first clue to mac manager...AZ!!

then..it was to old chang kee:D

then..it was time to siwm with the ducks at duck tours!!haha

mooo.....who wants milk??

2006-09-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

saturday night...went out with my family just now and discovered some stuf..not really good i guess...i think my grandma is getting on age..she's not getting focused with the things she does and the worst thing is, i think she has lost part of her orientation..it's not funny when i say it. i don't know how to express it, but yup, when i heard my mum saying that to my dad, all i could do was just to pretend that i didn't hear a thing. all i did was to break a rueful smile, like everything was fine...

it ain't that great to be hiding yourself all the time, like how when people put you down like nothing to your name, and how you find out all the bad things and when it seems like the world is crumbling down on you, you don't really have a choice. i ask myself, "do you wanna be a crybaby and making yourself look pathetic or you wanna build yourself up, intellectually and emotionally?" of course, i chose the second option, and that is why i always seem to have a really great and flawless life.

but if anyone's thinking it that way, ya really childish. life was never a bed of roses, where you get everything you want without any obstruction or obstacles.but sometimes, i feel...why does it seem like my obstacles are sooo much more than the others??is it just being plain unfair? i guess no one will have the answer to that question.

anyway, let's talk about the happier things. went to k box with mille and joan, and we sang the whole night through like we led a carefree life. it was fun when you can just scream at the top of your voice, not worrying that anyone will listen to your crapppy singing(that's for my case).
then, we started entertaining ourselves with dancing and workout exercises(huh??) in the room...mille was busy with her smses with her dude, joan was busy with her ex boy, but me??my phone didn't even ring once throughout the night...how pissed you would have felt right??okok, i admit, partly was due to the fact that my phone was cranky and the screen just blanked...but...it was true.no one messaged me and that's a fact. i can't blame it on the phone...

but...i have decided...maybe to just play the game in whatever way people want it. i shall just go with the flow.that's what jethro said..and to be frank, he does give good advice. it isn't nice to always be the one saying everything and blah blah..and to look stupid in front of others..yup..that's what i learnt.
it's time to wake up, cause dreams don't come true...they never do.

sorry peeps..busy busy

2006-09-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

sorry peeps...haven't been blogging for sooooooo super long...alright...cut the crap....lists of things that happened...

1) money was spent
2) exams were done
3)confessions made
4) rejections gotten
5) new friends made
6) outtings with galfriends
7)sleep over at my place tomorrow!!yeah!!
8) chilling out at balcony with galfriends on valerie's birthday
9) game quiz for val's bday
10) aunt agony for frienzies
11) a new guy wrote me a letter??

haha...ok...that was about it...summarized my whole two weeks..wahaha...hmmm, it was fun..everyhing was cool...some wasn't...but that's life..wahaha...alright...thanks lim, for taggin me...

see ya around..and jin's jumping on the damn bed...its rocking!!!ahhh...gotta talk to them now..see ya ppl!!loves

my complicated life

2006-08-24T10:19:00.000+08:00

alright..i am terribly sorry for not blogging for soooo long...haven't had any inspiration or any mood to do so...more importantly, i have sooo many things to study for the exams this semester.

dreads...i miss my past...if only life was sooo much simpler now, it will be soo much better...anyway, went to carine's house to stay on monday night, then went to tp to study with mille on tues...argh...don't you think my life's sooo packed??i hardly have time for myself...but i guess it's sooo much better than just being alone...i feel soo bored and irritated with the construction..its driving me nuts...

anyway, back to life...haiz....i try not to sigh in my entries if you noticed...but this time, i feel that everything's not going well for me at all...let me just sigh another time??HAIZ...............................alright...i guess i am feeling better??Am i??

with my darn fever, soar throat and flu, i feel sooooo annoyed with everything that's happening around me, even the slightest part when dusty's ignoring me..hahah....it's bad i guess...:(
anyway, we watched click..with diana, dennis keng kee and peeps...it was really nice...in fact, emotional..haha..we all shed a few tears each...and lucky for me, i was sitting at the far end, in between nicole and min,so no one really knows..hahahaha....clever right??haha...

okok, i feeel tired now...gonna stop..will talk more after my exams..see ya:D

2006-08-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

my dear friends, sorry...haven't been updating my blog..in the first place, i haven't been coming online..the thing now is...i am soooo stressed....school??Exams??work?love?

hey!!i want you to know....i think i like you!!okok, i know that's random..okok...the thing now is....he's not interested...
my gals asked...will you tell him that you like?what if it's not mutual??
alright, answers to your questions..i don't think i will ever tell him...cause..i m too timid to bear the consequences...and i know there will never be a chance to be one step closer to being more than friends...so..i just gotta wait??wait, wait and more wait...if only i was a guy....haiz...girls' lifes are never that great..we suffer in silence?we are soo restricted...

i really want you to know....

but i never will have the guts to...

complicated thursday

2006-08-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

food, food and more food...haha...thanks to li si, ayuni, choi kwan ,wen qi and more!!

i love the water:D

hello!!!!!!!!! sorry people, haven't been blogging for a really long time...anyway, about thursday, today..haha...had my proficiency test..and sooo much more things to do..
but my class and i had a rather impromptu gathering again..haha..this time..movies at ps..haha..we wanted to watch some chinese long men thing, but there were no slots, so we decided lake house instead....then...i realised something..

the show will start at 9.40 pm, and i told my mummy that i will be home by 10 plus??hELLO!!haha...i think i will be sooo screwed..haha, she won't allow me too, so i told them that i couldn't join them...guess i disappoint them...but yup, after that, we went to have our dinner and yeah!!i ate desert...haha..nice:D mango milk ice..my favourite...haha..and i think someone said he will get me mango pudding...FRESH...don't know who it is..i think it's ah lim??oops..haha...but i know he won't lah, so i won't expect it also..

then we went to play the arcade..hha..damn fun...we played all the enthu games like.....dance dance revolution??hmm...some drum thing...and nic and del played the super mario racing...super cute..haha...then nic and i saw really cutsy figurines..and guys were trying to catch it for their gals...aww...so sweet isn't it??haha...but ya know??my love life will never be how i expect it to be..haha.the dreamy love drama??nah..wake up..it's not gonna come true..even my classmates know me as drama- queen now..haha..

after all the fun, i headed back home with jasmine hoo first and we talked about lotsa stuf...relationship, school, friends...blah blah..haha...nice talking to her though i never seen her in lectures in year 1 before..haha..oh ya, wanna see the pics from the barbeque?:D

complicated...stress...blah blah

2006-08-09T15:24:00.000+08:00

oh my god..i just came back from my 06 class barbeque..nah, not that we barbequed for like ten over hours, but it was rather late and wesley's house was like damn far in..haha...at some ulu bukit timah area..haha..but we were not disappointed...the environment there was really peaceful, with the nature setting and everything seemed nice..haha...

we did sooo many things...like from telling stories...to doing stupid dares like rolling the chair around the room for one whole game, calling people during wee hours like 2 plus??haha..and alot more...haha...

and know what??i realised that WEN QI'S brother was arthur's friend!!!!!!!!!oh my god..it is a really small world isn't it??but to be frank, wen qi doesn't look really like his brother...in terms of physical outlook and character...haha..they are totally worlds apart..then for the whole night, we talked about our faith and i did learn quite abit about his own faith..haha..thanks for enlightening me wen qi..

anyway, i fell asleep real early..haha...around 3 plus??i was tooo tired..and i didn't even know i was asleep..haha...and know what??when i woke up, i got the shock of my life..shan't say it anyway..haha...and pls don't ask me about it...

so..the thing was, we were so hungry we decided to order mac breakfast and after an hour, the breakfast arrived..haha..we gobbled our food like nobodies' business and after that, we walked that long way out to hitch a cab home...then i slept..haha

national day today!!!haha...not really happy though... cause i have so many things to do..like the business etiquette quiz, proficieny test up tomorrow and sooo much more!!:( gawd..i am soo tired...

to think it's not enough..i have got personal problems of my own...:( does he even know??i am soooo tired after all these stuff..like having to wait like there's no tomorrow...having to think about topics..blah blah blah...gawd...i don't expect him to reciprocate feelings at this point of time, but the thing is...i just want to know him better and time will tell...aye..stop talkiing about it..

oh ya, ah lim is an idiot lah...haha...oops....if ya reading this, i am sorry..haha..oops..that pig...forgetting about his duty and blah blah.and what's worst?!! teasing me about some stuff i don't wanna hear?haha...hmm...wadeva, guess he's just soooo busy...haha...with work??or oops..did i just type matchmaking??haha...okok...see ya

dilemmic sunday.

2006-08-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

okok, in the first place i don't think there is a word called dilemmic..haha..but yup...it was a confused sunday for me..
why??
cause...at first...i thought i will be out...but yup, apparently there was no news, so i decided to wait...as expected..but yup....still no news, so i gave up..then met mille...

but i guess we had a good time doing all the stupid things again...and i bought things...and i have a new friend:D My lucky turtle charm..haha...i think it's really cute and when i saw it...it was looking at me with that "shui wung wung" eyes...like it's telling me to buy him home...so i did..wahaha..okok....it's really cute...the lil baldie turtle..haha...his name??hmm...haven tot of one yet..oh i know..what about "xiao guang tou"??haha...cute not??

anyway, i don't feel like typing..lazy..see ya

the tired week

2006-08-06T13:32:00.000+08:00

projects, presentations, consultations, work and more....it's been a really tired week for me..and for everyone else..

things did not really go well at first, but after that, i guess things turned for the better.haha...went for secondary class barbeque with jin and saw my sec classmates, though only half of them were there, but it was fun i guess...being able to see that others are doing well...singles got their partners, the shy becoming more outgoing, gals getting prettier, guys getting more charming..haha..it was cool..totally....other than the one hour walk that me and jin took before we could find the pit...pit no 53..i will never forget..haha...

work....fun...with more friends and colleagues, more guys than girls. and to be truthful, from what i heard from most people, not all the girls are really that friendly..haha...i guess it's always the case for most place.made friends with silin, my colleague, also camille's classmate..haha...it's fun especially when all the people there are friendly..haha...and del and me took pictures, it was dark and we walked out of sentosa and took the train together...and he kept insisting that i should sit where he sat....i budged...but in the end, i lost..i had to walk to his seat. blame my mum for being soft hearted..haha...:D

i think this picture is nice...though del keep saying that i look like mel..haha
wadeva..

love...let me see??nothing??progress??maybe a little..but it's on and off...then on thursday, i was feeling really gutsy and almost wanted to blurt out everything..but yup, i didn't cause....i was chicken:( like mille the other time....called me timid..but i really don't dare mah...besides...i know him..he don't like it..so yup, i guess it's better to wait...but yup, we talked rather a lot??did we??i don't know..but i feel happy..haha...nic insists that i am too into him to get out of his trap..but that's not what i want..i think i will just admire the special from far???that's better is it?haha..cause i will never ever have the guts to confess and he will never ever know...so yup...leave things as it is i guess...

alright..gotta go now...upload the pictures lata..see ya.

my workaholic wednesday

2006-08-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

i worked today...really tired from the late nights..haha..oops...but i know there are people who sleeps later than me...ya know something my galfriends??sometimes i just feel like telling special he might be in my life..but then...when i think again, i feel soooo damn stupid if i do..haiz...and besides most of my gals think that i am being too initiative and....sometimes...too far-fetched??hmm..i guess it's true..but...i really wanna tell him he's the special..:( okok, i guess i gotaa wait...like maybe wait till the day he likes me instead??....maybe i guess....that is, if he ever likes me..but...i doubt so.

okok...sapre you from the emo thing.back to today. i went to work at the luge.haha, first it was the boring stuff, like the job brief and blah blah...then after that, we learnt ticketing and it was fun i guess.haha...i made a new friend. jooe and linda.haha...they are rather nice i guess, haha, but i didn't really talk to linda cause we were doing different stuff..
after that, we went back to school for class and we were slightly late..okok, i admit..15 mins late..haha..oops...SORRY MR PRAS!!haha...hmmm, but he was nice..he didn't mark us as late:D yeah!!haha...then we had our group consultation for the marketing project..a lil bad at first, but after that, we helped each other answer the parts that they didn't know and i guess he was quite pleased tiwht our group??haha..he's nice...pras..my favourite teacher...haha..:D

anyway, after that, we went for shi lin at harbour front..and....I ATE ICE CREAM!!:( i know..i was supposed to be on diet...but..i was really sooo tempted..with the delicious and creamy hot fudge poster right in my face:P...oops..haha...but it was nice..and i enjoyed every spoon of it:D
after a while, we went home...

i have service tomorrow..i am scared:(
and...i wonder if he will ask me out this week...i hope..i pray..but...i don't expect much.
see ya:D

tuesday, another happy tuesday

2006-08-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

hello:D
back.anyway, today was just another tuesday..oh no..not just another tuesday.haha..cause today we went to eat RTIS.the food was rather nice i guess.. and it seems like this week is all about eye candies. "louis has charming eyes"...quoted from min, haha, she thinks he has charming eyes??haha..but he is cute lah...as in..his actions..haha, the way he handles the customer and blah blah..oh ya, by the way, louis is just some HTB guy who was serving at RITS today..

then, after school, i went to print some notes to read up before the exams:(
then we joined delvin, wen qi, amillia, jing min and more to cinemania...haha..free 3d stimulation rides for us!!yeah!!haha...fun, but not totally fufilling i guess.haha..alright, don't expect too much lah...after that, i went to harbour front to look for lim's lollipop!!something happened then i went to take a picture with the lolly i bought.haa.with the fruit background to be exact.haha..

after that, i went to the train station to cancel my bus concession!!at last!! i don't have to figure out about my bus concession.long story..i bought the wrong concession for the month and i became really stressed over it..haha.but it's solved now:D

tired day, i went to finish copying some of the notes for lectures and i wanted to complete my accounting tutorial...but DEL!!!he brought it home cause he did not attend lecture..hor hor...haha..anyway, i will get it from him tomorrow instead i guess..but i really need to practice practice and practice.my accounting is reallly bad!!:__( but i don't know why..mille!!i think you need to tutor me already!!haha...

and...ah lim asked me to help him look for a suitable girlfriend..but know what?his criteria is soooo super tough...must be caring, loveable, cute, hardworking..blah blah and the list goes on..so picky rite?!!haha...okok, but after that, he said to let nature takes it own course.haha...okok, now, i gotta go through the marketing for the "interview" tomorrow..haha..see ya:D

my eventful monday

2006-07-31T20:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am home:D

sooo many things to update about today..haha..first to school, then was presentation...presentation was okay i guess...we didn't really screw the whole thing up. after that, we went to "koufu" to have lunch..was not exactly delicious, but i guess it's the company.

and...after that, we went for accounting and the teacher marked us for not doing our homeowrk...:( but it's only this week cause we clean forgot about it..haha..oops..sorry!!
oh ya, i forgot to tell you all that we had a lil "lion dance" outside the library..haha...damn funny...this time, it was not only pea and me, but everyone else was included too!!haha...

after accounting, we went to plaza sing to walk around and have dinner together...me, pea and nic!!yeah!!seriously, it was really really really fun..haha..with both of them around, i think the laughs is soo much..haha...they do "lame" alot in fact, especially pea.

and nicole insisted on going into ripcurl to see her eye candy.some staff over there..to be frank, it wasn't disappointing..but yup, i have to be focused!!!i can't let my eyes stray on other guys!!you gotta know what u want clarice!!!haha...but pea said he was cute too...

haha, then we walked around and nicole bought fake lashes while i bought a lil simple curler..haha..then we walked around and decided to go for dinner...my dinner....ham and sausage baked rice!!!with combo A...i guess my diet failed...:( it's really bad...but..it's really nice..haha...wanna see??

anyway, after that, we walked around, went to the starhub customer service to get the GPRS started up, then we had this really funny question.i started to ponder why starhub's main colour was green..what was the theme?like e.g. M1 is orange becuase it's under the sun..but what abour starhub? so we asked Mr Tony Low, a staff who served us. he was not sure about it either, but he bothered to search for the answer with the help of the internet and he tried to solve our question. he really had good customer service and we had an enjoyable time there.soo, we complimented him on some feedback form..haha. a good deed done?:D

after the walking and and nonsense and the laughther, we decided to take the train home..and on the way, pea's sister called and i just realised that her sis knows my sis!!!haha...what a small world indeed..

anyway, there is something that has been on my mind...i really wonder...am i trying too hard just to get his attention??as in...haiz..it's soo hard to explain..i don't understand why i have to do so much, but in the end....nothing might come out of this..ya know what i mean right galfriends?
:( why are girls always the one losing out in the end??why do they always have to wait wait and wait?? if only the world was made better, whereby girls have the liberty to express themselves freely...telling others what they actually feel and blah blah...
then i thought about it again...if girls are the ones making the first move, they lose their feminity..is it true??hmm...so i guess..it's still better to be quiet and just wait....

homely sunday

2006-07-30T13:14:00.000+08:00

If only i was smaller in size..hehe

HALO!!!!! i'm here again..

just read an article between the irony of bloggers being self-expressive or seld-indulgent...haha, i guess for most, it's being self expressive, but for the others, its self-indulging.. for me..i blog due to the simple reason that i have tooo many things to say at times and i am toooo lazy to write out everything in my lil diary. thus, i have a blog, which not many know about it actually..haha...low profile mah...but anyway, the thing is...things that are too personal to be typed out are definitely not here...and my blog is more of a daily life kinda thing that revolves around the different people i hang out with and the funny bits of events that happen to me..

soo...i guess blogging is okay, as long as people don't overdo it.. anyway, back to today.. going for dinner with my whole family later, including my cousins and auntie and uncle. beautiful life ain't it?anyway, i read about some stuff from the newspaper today that the fireworks this year is BEAUTIFUL!!!hhaa...i wanna go..but yup, i think it's gonna be me and mille again?!!!hmm....haiz...that's bad..haha...but this is all about singlehood..so yup..haha..

i still have not recovered from the photoholic saturday..haha...we took lotsa retarded pictures and felt stupid, but yup, i guess it's the fun that matters more..haha...and we SANG!haha..cause we were in the the yamaha store, then i saw this really cool book with many lyrics...soo, we started singing..haha...besides, we don't usually do such stuff when we are out.we really let our hair down yesterday!!!haha...

i did some revision for accounting cause i have not been scoring really well in the tests..so yup, i think i gotta pull up my socks or i will be left behind with the pile of notes to catch up with...:( haha...okok, stop complaining...it will be worse...haha..see ya soon:D and i am excited about peanut's mini" lion dance" show on monday..haha..

i miss my childhood.

is this why people always call us the les?

my happy photo saturday

2006-07-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

my two new friends who have the same hobby:D

HELLO!!!!!!!!! i am back again...i know the way i start is always the same..soo don't laugh at me lah mille!!

haha, anyway, it was a happy photo saturday...had stomach ache in the morning at first, so i stayed home and played with my darling dusty, then watch a jacky chan show with my grandma, then finally, we decided to go out again...haha...

i really wanted to go for the national day parade preview!!!:( but never mind, mille and i went out to town again...as usual..and yup..we had lotsa fun!!!haha...we went to cineleisure and guess what??? i saw lotsa people..haha...gina, li lian and her boyfriend, then thereafter, we saw nicole...NICOLE!!!I LIKE YOUR TOP!!!haha...okok....back to the main thing, then we parted and yup...for some reason or another, we started taking pictures like there's no tomorrow.and final count...127 PICTURES AND 1 VIDEO...haha..that's really exagerrating right??:D

many retard pictures..haha..and seems like today's theme was all about fairies, babies and everything nice..haha...serious...okok, they always say pictures say a thousand words, i guess all of you don't wanna hear me nag..so....here you go!!:D

The Dark vs the Fair
What's that secret??
ooo..i know who mille likes:D
clarice...the punk guitarist??

my painful saturday morning

2006-07-29T12:13:00.000+08:00

i woke up...with my stomach aching...haha....a painful weekend to start with right??..i'm here multi-tasking..haha...bloggin, listening to my favourite "baby, i'm so sorry" and completing my notes for CRS...haha...i am like jack with many hats..haha..

this reminds me...i still gotta re-start my fitness program..haha..oops...haven been exercising much..gotta shed those weight..but...know wad?!!my beloved piano teacher, shes's just like my second mum who gives me lots of advices and blah blah...thinks that i lost weight!!!yeah!!haha...oops...i hope she didn't lie to me about that..but anyway, the thing is....i went for piano lesson today...and yup, jamie and i played a duet together, and we recorded it:D

i think it;s nice..haha...but the duet she and april played was nicer..definitely...cause i merely sight read instead of the usualy practicing..haha..okok, think i m gonna watching memoirs of a geisha with mille later..but where??i am not sure leh.haha..okok...gotta go now:D see ya soon everyone!!

my dilemna Friday

2006-07-28T14:20:00.000+08:00

Salut!!( hello in French)

How are all of you doing??fine i hope...okok, i feel like i am writing a letter now..ok...anyway, i am feeling so confused...haha...okok, happy..glad??but.....haiz....some things are not meant to be...seems like it??haha...i hope i don;t have to initiate asking people out again..haha..okok....

back to the topic...i am just slacking in the computer lab...done my part...more than my part...haha..and carine is just sitting next to my butt..haha..both of us are chilling...in the warm computer lab..alright...

now....let me see...gonna accompany my gals for their interview at the luge later and then...maybe play the luge??haha...i hope it's fun..and yeah!!!i have not recovered from the happiness of being out yesterday,,fun fun and more fun!!haha..

i have learn to be more laid back and relaxes when faced with troubles, problems and difficulties from PEA and it seems to work..i guess i am not stressed about stuff like deadlines like before...

my quote.
"take things as it comes"

My Happy Thursday

2006-07-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!I JUST GOT HOME AND BATHED...

okok...a sunny thursday...a happy thursday..and what else can i say??i'm more than contented..wahaha...okok...shhh..gotta be quiet..haha..

listening to romance d'amour, some spanish love song, also the theme song for Qiu Tian De Tong Hua.this song is nice...melodic, no lyrics..haha...

okok, let's get back to the topic..i went out today...haha..and yup, its was fun...
i never knew that ah lim's a joker..haha..and pirates of carribean is nice...it's really funny and destressing..especially after a week of stress...i guess it's good to watch something funny...

but...too bad....i did not have the chance to help ah lim know the pretty gals..haha..*you should know what i am saying rite??*haha
and the funniest thing was...he tried to pretend to know PEA...haha...PEA...HE BLUFFED ME and i really thought it was real...haha...he's a really good actor loh..haha
okok...let's talk about work...LUGE RECRUITED US. i know i am repeating it again..but...WE GOT OUR DEPLOYMENT ALREADY!!YEAH!!haha....okok, and serene sms-ed me and as usual, it was nothing really good...but it didn't matter..such a trivial thing is not gonna affect my mood...

okok, i shan't talk so much...but overall, my idea was...i had a happy day..and more happy days to come..haha..oh ya, i am gonna watch the NDP preview with mille!!i m sooo excited about it to be frank..haha

F*cked up day

2006-07-25T16:37:00.000+08:00

when people go too far, it's time when you should just say everything out, even if it is nasty. F*ck that piece of shit. When you try to be nice and help things to be done, people don't appreciate it..ok, never mind, but it gets too much when people point fingers when things go wrong.
let me tell you, it's not how things work ok...when you are not even doing anything yourself, don't point your finger at someone else. Cause when you do so, four fingers are pointing back at yourself. It doesn't mean that you get away quietly, leaving all the shit behind for people to clear. THANKS TO THE LOSERS OUT THERE.....pretending to do stuff but yet, when it's time to pay your dues, you don't show anything. So you think this is the way???uh huh...you can lie to anyone in this world, but not to yourself or ur God...

Search you conscience, what have you done. just to point fingers.THANKS LOSERS

my embarrassing monday

2006-07-25T10:37:00.000+08:00

alright. HELLO EVERYONE!!!!
i m back...oops, i was blogging yesterday...but i don't know what actually happened to the webpage and suddenly, my post got deleted..i was pissed, thus, i didn't bother to post any more...haha...

ok, i think i was the world's dumbest yesterday...something happened, but yup, i don't know what happened to me and i answered in a really stupid way... i am really sorry, but i know nothing's going to change the way things are now..

alright, to be frank, it was a rather happy day yesterday...why??cause......haha..friends...you know..and i shan't talk about it to avoid embarassment...haha...seriously...i think i am on cloud nine..or even cloud ten...if there was one..haha..okok...back to earth....

PEA!! can we do the turn back time thingy again??i wanna turn it back to yesterday..haha...how??ok...1..2..3...haha...let's turn back time ok?? thanks:D
ok, i'm feeling better now...:D

there's sooo many things i wanna type on my blog...however, this is public domain, so i guess it's not really appropriate.i think i shall just talk to myself at night...again..haha..but i really slept well last night..

A NEW DAY HAS COME..and yup, it's back to projects again:( okok, don't be grouchy..haha...gotta do my stuff now:D SEE YA SOON!!

I love my family...my dusty...my girlfriends...and...my future right??haha

my mother's birthday!!!

2006-07-23T13:40:00.000+08:00

my korean "brother" and i:D

its a sunday, a sunny sunday, dinner with family's on.. but the most important thing is....IT'S MY MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.haha...oops...she's older than a year again...but she still looks young lah..haha....

projects cleared, everyone's happy...haha...but...i have one more concern...APPLIED RESEARCH'S NOT DONE!!!!!!! we have not even started yet..haha..okok, relax...everything's gonna turn out fine...anyway, i suddenly felt emotional last night and i fell asleep listening to all the emotional songs in my nano..and suddenly, i woke up this morning with that typical ringtone by my phone..haha...and it was......AH LIM..haha...damn funny...

okok, i am getting nervous about exams..when i found out i had FOUR papers yesterday, my world came crumbling down..okok, not that exaggerating..but yup, i am sooo scared..i have this bad feeling that i am going to do badly for all the subjects..okok, i still have some times, after clearing the projects, i shall study...haha

suddenly, a thought struck me..when people always say that there's no time, do they mean...1) they don't have the time....or....2) its just that they don't make the time??
everyone has the same amount of time...i guess its how you schedule everything......ah lim, thats for you...if you ever read my blog...which i doubt..haha

what day will it be??

2006-07-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

projects are finally over...:D

but attachment is over too:(

will miss the fun times..haha..but no worries, luge is recruiting us:D

everything's happy and yup, the special is talkative again..haha...anyway, i have a date next week...shhh don't breathe a word about it ok??haha...

anyway, just home from piano lesson and will be out for x box with mille later..haha...i hope its gonna be a fun saturday..!!:D

happy colleagues:D

what kinda day is it today?

2006-07-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

hello people:D

i am back home...blogging, listening to some stupid cute song..haha...alright, anyway, i have good and bad news to say...so i am not really sure what kinda day it is today...you judge aye??...haha..alright....here it goes...

GOOD NEWS:
-i had rather good results for my appraisal for the attachment at the luge..most of us had 29/30 for the appraisal..isn't it good??:D
- i had a fun day at the luge today...the people there were nice...except one....who was never nice to us anyway, so let's not bother about her..haha...
-we get to work at the luge!!!haha...we were selected..as in .. the results are rather optimistic...:D
-i saw my galfriends again today...that is...joan and mille and min..haha..
-i woke nicole up...she thanked me for making her realise some stuff..longs story though.
- i ate ice cream:D
-we took pictures at the luge
-i found my THUMBDRIVE...someone returned it to the receptionist..today...

THE NOT-SO GOOD NEWS AKA BAD NEWS
-my part had some errors and i had to redo everything...AGAIN...
-i forgot to bring my slippers to change..is that considered?haha..
-we have two reports to hand in tomorrow
-the bloody report is not completed yet..haha...oops.
-i did not talk to the special much today.seemed busy i guess
-everything's soo not confirmed...
-we are not totally sure if we are in the job till we confirm our timings.

alright..thats all i guess..so you judge ok?:D

me and nicole..:D

that happy day:D

the worst day i ever had in my life

2006-07-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

alright, for once i am blogging, not with a happy mood. Its been a really really bad bad bad bad day for me....
why??

cause some stupid things happened that made me soooo pissed with everything.

1) water from my water bottle flooded my bag just when i reached school....that was really bad, everything was totally wet..but luckily, my electronics were not damaged...

still keeping a happy composure, i went to school, had my accounting class....then....

2) i realised i forgot to bring my accounting lecture 10 notes...so i had to make a copy...ok, that wasn't that bad

then...i went for my break at petite cafe, and i don't know if i am just plain unluckily or anything,on the menu it SCREAMED...

VEAL!!which was beef, and i am not allowed to consume beef for some religious reasons and sze min still kept tempting me with it....though i was not really tempted by the over-sized sausage, i felt a little pissed when she kept persuading me to try it.

alright, i was getting a little pissed for the day, but yup, i was still fine...then...

3)some awful stuff happened while we were doing project...call it internal conflict or what? but yup, things were not really nice..

alright things were solved and everyone was fine....then...

4) i lost my darn thumbdrive...with all my stuff in it, my project researches and....pictures of....
i was soooo pissed i was fuming at that point of time...

i tried to ask receptionist, long story about that, and i was totally turned off when

5) she said, sorry, i don't think i can really help you, cause if every student ask for the cctv screening, a lot of paperwork will have to be done and it might cause inconvenience...but HELLO?!! what's the cctv for then???just for show i guess?? and the worst thing was, they were not really helpful at all..

but well, i must really thank the technician who was on duty that day...he's nice...

alright...the last bad thing that happened to me...

6) i have to re-do everything right from scratch cause i've got no info, no research and nothing to input..and it's to be handed in by friday...as in the whole project..

alright, i gotta go complete my stuff now...
and i really pray for a better day tomorrow.:(

it's bad day

2006-07-19T12:54:00.000+08:00

alright...can i scold a bad word??i am pissed and i am not going to deny it anymore. Everything's been dragging for too long, pretence has been on and it doesn't matter if i throw a bad face. That's why they always say that the world is unfair. F*ck...it is darn unfair...cause the fake is always getting the prestige while the soft are slogging hard. Friends, you know who i am talking about.
recognition is never everthing, it's modesty and one's conscience that goes a long way. If this is sooo important, getting the credit for everything that is not done by oneself, i give you my condolences.. Its pretty sad how fake everyone can be isn't it?

Pretence. Lies. Truth.
People get away with the things they do, pushing the responsibility to others, letting them clear the mess created. People who are soft-hearted does the most, because they don't voice out, yet those who are loud-spoken is all about empty talk.

It ain't fair,but take it or leave it. Life's like that... No one knows what you did...but you yourself know. That's why they always say that you can lie to the whole world but yourself. It's your own conscience that you can't lie to and know it people, even if no one knows, GOD KNOWS. Whether you are a Buddhist, or a Christian, or a Muslim, or an Indian...you have your own god and religions teach no one bad values.

KARMA ALWAYS GETS BACK TO YOU.
trust me. you will see one day

2006-07-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO again!!

here i am, blogging in my room, listening to the same old song by alex toh...but seriously, i think the song is really soothing and meaningful..i think i am getting hooked onto it. i don't know why, but i think this song means something to me...but well, like what i said, i don't know why..haha...alright, anyway, i didn't go to school today...i was sick!!! i was really not feeling well, went to the doc with mille n nic. don't ask why they were there..you know why rite??haha..they didn't wanna attend lessons today.

Anyway, guess what? i think i became the doctor instead, cause Dr. Daniel Wee didn't know the medicine that was supposed to be prescribed to me, so, i was like trying to describe the colour of the pill....he seemed rather blur..and the worst thing was....when he finally looked through the guide book and prescibed the medicine, i had to purchase it from guardian's pharmacy...so we made our way there and know wad?? the pharmacist told me that she can't prescribe the medicine to me...cause the doctor's name was not in the list who could prescribe the medicine...i was like...har?!!

alright, i guess let's not point fingers now..haha..anyway, back to the journey, we went to cut our hair..i did it was bad initially, cause the hairstylist cut my hair as if it was free...haha...but after looking at it, i guess it's ok..haha...

and today's a happy day...cause...shhhh...alright...nothing..haha..i am just happy...and we met with joan..haha...its been sooooooooooo long since i saw her!!!haha...we started talking about everything, projects, work, friends..blah blah blah..haha....then we bid goodbye...

then mille came to my house...felt tired, but i wasn't in the mood to rest..haha..so we watched vcds together, we changed from coach carter, to gothika to finally....save the last dance...cause....there was no sound for the first two dvds..

then we got bored, and we watched holland v instead..haha...funny show...
wrapping all up, it was another happy day i guess...:D

start the week with my smile :D

2006-07-17T11:29:00.000+08:00

hello everyone :D

it's a new week and yeah, my pimple have not recovered yet, but it's alright...i know it will take a couple of days. Anyway, i am in the school's computer lab, supposedly doing project, but yup, apparently, only min, carine and i are here. Sze and nic went for Zhang wei's class...and know why we aren't there?Coz...we are clearing leave!!!haha...oops...i feel soo bad, but she's always thinking we are invisible in her class.. she never ever talked to our group...and not only that... she even wished us good luck in a sacarstic way... i felt irritated with her...

anyway, back to today.. i guess it's gonna be a happy day :D zhi shen messaged me good morning, but he was sooooooooo bad...he said that tonight, it will be a lizard beside me...you won't understand this joke unless you are the mr BAD LIM!haha...it's gotta do with last night's cockroach...

ok...so yup, i am teaching mille to create a blog, though i am a noob in blogs myself. Everything's sooo unclear and it seems like a fog now.. Is it soo difficult to know yourself?? that's something i want to find out in the short run...

seriously, i think that love is a complicated thing...its so hard to understand what the other party is thinking about...and the worst thing is...sometimes, you don't even know if the person actually knows that you are admiring him or her..haha..alright to those out there who are waiting for someone, i guess time tells everything. it's not going to be a smooth-sailing journey, but yup, patience is all it takes...remember this ok??

:D okay, i shall stop here and start on my stuff...
catch ya later

The sun ,the rocks, the happy girls..and...a few half-naked bodies at the background?!!haha...

Another happy sunday!!

2006-07-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!HELLO!!! ITS ANOTHER HAPPY SUNDAY :D

i don't know why...but it seems like i have been having happy days this week...but...something's affecting my mood...:( i have a pimple..shhh....don't let anyone know alright??haha...but friends around me have been really supportive about everything, and i think that's most important :D

mille n i went out today...to bugis...i missed her sooo much!!!haven't seen her for a week already..haha...and we had soooo many things to talk about again...haha...alright...then we went to our favourite "yun tun mian" to eat again...yeah..

and now when i'm blogging, i am singing loudly to some old song my cousin sent me this afternoon... i think its called baby i'm sorry by alex toh. it's nice, changing me into a sentimental mood this sunday night...haiz...

mille...don't worry..i am sure we'll get what we want one day...one fine day...when we least expect it...but...when?!!!

alright, back to the topic...i was like on my way home and i saw this cockroach, so i thought of taking a a picture to accompany his cockroach friend he took for me..but know what?the cockroach ran too fast...i couldn't catch up with it..and at this moment, some neighbour in my block asked what i was doing and if i needed help...i felt sooooooooo embarassed instantaneously....i felt like a moron and the worst thing was..he rubbed in by saying, if you like, next time i'll catch one for you ok?i was like oh...ok...i felt like that few seconds in the lift was an eternity..

alright, tomorrow's a new day and yeah!!!i hope it will be a better week..i pray....cause...i've project deadlines to be met by this friday.. :( for two major projects...it's tough being a poly student afterall..yet, everyone thinks we bum around in campus, dolling ourselves up to show the world...but THAT'S SOOO NOT TRUE....

okok...shall stop my nagging..will talk about it tomorrow again ok??
:D
see ya people

mille and me months ago...(did we change??)

a Happy shopping saturday

2006-07-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! it's a rather happy saturday. :D
why?? cause i went shopping again..but with mummy...went to town and walked around...i feel bad...i bought a pair of sandals, a top, a skirt, a bangle and a belt...oops...THANKS MUM!!!

it's been soooo long since i went out with her alone...haha...alright...and the funniest thing was.... BIRDSHIT JUST DROPPED ON MY MUM!! usually, she will be like soooo pissed and complaining, but yet, today, she even said.... don't blame the birds, its not as if they can control their tiny bladder..when i heard that, i was rather amused and shocked at the same time...

alright, back to shopping, i think i am getting fat!!!:(

i gotta lose it badly..

haha....i m on my strict diet now...from now...like this mintue, i gotta think healthy, eat healthy, drink healthy, even dream healthy!!haha...alright, i feel like a sadist doing that, but the point is...I AM GOING TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!!!!

i hope my diet works..okay, from now on, if any of you spot me eating unhealthily, PLS SCOLD ME!!ok :D

gonna get busy with my stuff now...see ya soon:D

carine's my pea!!

2006-07-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

Alright...just read carine's blog...i feel like a total idiot today..
laughing at the smallest matter...haha..alright...let me refresh everyone with some stupid things that happened.

mel's always calling carine and me dumb, so to get back at her(in a joking way of course), we decided to join in, in calling ourselves as well as her dumb..so ya, i was saying that carine has pea brains...then carine was like..."no, i don wanna have pea brains, i have nut brains."

so, the lame side of me came out at that spur of the moment, and i told carine, alright, u will have the nut brain, then i will be the pea brain ok??so together, we will form....PEANUT!!

but because i am always the one talking, i can't be the pea, or i won't have a chance to call carine..so i told her that we should swap..so instead, carine became pea, and i became nut...

the peanut was walking to harbour when the lams-ness of the both of them overwhelmed and froze everyone, that included nic and min..haha...we were doing stupid actions, as well as going head over heels with things that had the word "pea" or "nut".haha..

alright...let me introduce the lame club :D

si min, carine and me!!

on our way for lunch:D
me, nic, min, mel

an EXCITING wednesday

2006-07-14T19:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!!

Life's good, School's great, Friends' fun...but this week is different...know what?everyone says that i have been a goodie girl this week, always returning home immediately after school this week.. i am not really sure why either... but yup...tell ya a lil secret...i think i have been really "homely" too.

went to play at sentosa on wednesday, not as if i'm really excited about it, but yup, it was realllllly FUN!!know why??cause we (me, nic, min) went to the beach, took the skyride, ate subway...and more importantly, we took lotsa pictures...

alright...i lied..haha...not exactly us..but..more of me..haha...they didn't wanna take...as in...they weren't really that enthusiastic in the pictures...nic was like, "it's soooo HOT" and min was just neutral as usual..haha

the funniest part....i DROPPED MY SLIPPER FROM THE SKYRIDE...i felt soooo stupid...walking barefooted to pick it up...on the way to retrieve it, i was like videotaping nic and min and the worst part was....when min picked up the slipper for me from the mini hill, i dropped it again!!!!this time, it was into the drain!!! NICOLE WAS LIKE LAUGHING LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS...I felt like the worst and stupidest idiot on mother earth...

but alright, back to our journey..haha, we took like 157 pictures and a few video clips..and i feelt sooo like an animal explorer that day..i took sooo many videos of animals, including lifes of a peacock, a bird, 2 monkeys. alright, they say pictures speak a thousand words...show ya ok?:D

These girls have happy feets :D

This is what happens when you are too obsessed with taking pictures on the skyride

...Childhood Innocence...

To be frank, i really did feel like a lil kid when i mingled around with the lil boys and girls..haha

The biggest smile from the drama girl

alright...gotta go now:D

see ya soon

A FUN DAY for us

2006-07-09T16:23:00.001+08:00

BeStIEs LovE pHOTo-tAKing SeSsIONs :D

alright...so this is my first time having a blog..haha...which is soooo outdated when most people have been blogging for years..
but anyway, so many things have been happening recently...so ya, i have decided to blog.

alright...let's see...mille and i went out today again..haha..as usual...
brought my camera around so we could take snapshots of our lifes..
and know what happened??

some credit cards promoters actually thought we were old enough to have cards..

but anyway, we went to catch re-cycle at plaza singapura..to be frank, the show was rather exciting, thrilling at first..but as the movie got along, it became more sentimental and it began to bore us....especially when we were two girls watching a GHOST show surrounded by couples??
uh uh...soo wrong....haha...but whatever the case..the night ended with a bang when the two of us ate sushi outside ps, near starbucks, 7 eleven...wahaha..we looked soo pathetic..seriously.with three pieces of sushi..haha....but it was rather nice actually..haha

well..gotta sign off and start studying for my accounting..something which i don't understand...

okok, i admit...it's a lil act cutie here...but...we are still young at heart..wahhaa